not looking foward to Christmas, dodging a huge bullet and looking for love.....................

Well Christmas is in three days and I'm really not looking foward to it, this being for the 1st time since I can remember. But it's just a day that will pass and it'll be forgotten. But I did have $220.00 well about $190.00 if you count the "Brenda Tax Factor" And I basically have nothing to show for the money I spent. I bought a hat and a football game. And the rest I bought food, booze and more food. So............. but January 1st is coming up and that's when I get my allowance. Looking foward to that definitely. this time i will be more careful how I spend it. Right now I have $1.85 in my pocket and I plan on spending that today. I did buy some much needed khakis. So not all was lost in my Christmas money. But i wish she would have gave it to me on Christmas Day or Christmas EVE. But I'm cool though. It's kind of wierd that not even 4 months ago that I had 5 animals count them FiVE! Tuxedo, Garfield, Tony,Kaylop and Chyna. Now it's just Chyna and not is all right. They gave me the only since of friendship I had outside of my family. And I'm coping well but not all the way there though. I think about them a lot. I wish Garfield and Tuxedo was here at least. The lost of Kaylop was a huge blow to me; i miss him dearly. I had that dog for more than decade and it's painful. I'll give my left arm to have him back. Not my right of obvious reasons

fuck up the test, thinking about a little scam, and $820.00 on credit boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy The annual Chuck awards.

Well I just might of did the biggest choke job in my lifetime, I just fucked up a test really bad! I know I fuck the other ones up too, but not as bad as this one. This was probbaly the worst I did on the test since 10th grade Biology class. But it's all my fault, I messed up instead of concentrating and studying to get ready for such a big test. I was playing college football 2006 and kicking my brother's ass too. Well you can't have fun without the work too and I fucked up. I probbaly got a 44% at the best. I really fucked up the essay questions. but I might get partial credit for getting all of them partially right. But the littlest amount of partial you can probably get. He'll probably have to check that shit with a microscope. He's probably saying what a fuckin idiot. This was by far the easiest test I have took but didn't take advantage. That's like having a liquored up girl in your room and not taking full advantage of the great opportunity at hand. With me having no experience either, but she would have never knew because she was drunk off well something. Let's just say Smirnoff, since it's my favorite drink. But he say he's going to see what he could do, and he did ask for my last name, so he might switch a little answers around here and there. If he does that, that'll be the greatest christmas present ever, other than a threesome with Oprah, Katie Couric, and Meredith Viera. Well I think I did okay on the multiple choice I at least got 44 right out of the possible 70. Not a great percent, but....................... so one more day of class after this one. And after Tuesday I can sit and have a good time for a whole f*ckin month. It's sad that I won't see Rebecca again, I haven't spoken to her since the infamous interview day. I just found out today that you can actually buy those hats on F.A. I thought about purchasing one, but then I realized it's Mott Community College! The land of opprtunity and such. $820.00 on credit boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! And I thought about doing a little buying or selling, my version of it anyway. I know it'll work because thopse people are dumb and stupid; it's obvious anyway they go to Mott. Now I know why I see all those people with Mott sweaters they buy them on Financial Aid. I knew they didn't use their own hard earned money on crap. But i guess I have to thank Mott for letting me extend myu education, It will be them the ones I thank first when I go to jail for undisclosed charges...... I'm not that all worried about that test, I gotta put my thinking process somewhere else. Lucky for me though I stilll have two semester, to make up that choke job I did on that last Econ test, no make that all 4. I could have did better on the first three test and making the test I just took rarely relevant at all. So I blame nobody but myself. but I know if I take that class over again I'll be more prepeared and prepared to get 80 and 90 percents. That should have been my goal all along instead of shooting myself down the first day of class. Making my goal just to get a 2.0. If I would have aimed higher, then maybe I would have a 2.0 right now. And then I'll be saying whatthe hell i goit a 2.0 is a transferable grade. But I barely got a 1.5 I know. so I minus well just add another class on my Fall schedule Macroeconomics-221. Yep. Buying a book is still up in the air and selling it back. I have a total of $46.00 in my pocket right now and I don't think that's enough. But maybe I should just forget abou it and stop being so greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedy!
Now it's time for the annual Chuck awards..................... Just created 15 minutes ago. This award show is brought to you by Rally's. I don;t even know where to start or what the awards will consist of ordinar people, sports stars or celebrities. How about all Three!!!
The 1st award is asshole of the Year: (This award is given out to the person that has made life a living hell for me and others around me. The award goes to.....................envelope please....
1. Asshole of the Year: Dr.S (too bad he was the only one nominated congratulations asshole)
2. Annoying people of the year: tie; white girls and those damn computer geeks. people on their fucking cell phones, looking like they so goddamn important.
3. Richard Pryor award(Joke of the year): Chuck Jones, joke: that bitch look like Roger clemens after giving up a homerun.(lol)
4. Food of the year: Barbecue potatoe Chips.
5. Clothing of the year;the thing taht I wore most in 2005 besides a hat. (Blue zip sweater.)
6. Word of the Year: WICKED HARD! Bitches.
7. Best Cleavage; (boobies; J. Looker) too bad that's all she is, she looks liek a bulldog with boobs!
8. Comedian of the Year: male: Conan O'brien female: Ellen Degeneres
9. (The Katie Couric Award) The hottest female newscaster of the year: Katie Couric wins her own award brekaing news!!!
10. The hottest female sideline reporter: Rachel Nichols.
11. Athlete of the Year: Reggie Bush
12. Biggest Dissapointment of the year other than myself: Stephen A. Smith that quite frankly show sucks.
13. The most overhyped person of the year: Kanye West; All because he said Geroge Bush doesn't care about black people, we been saying that shit for years. and 50 cent is a better rapper.
14. Best bum bum of the year: oridnary person; Mrs. Okeefe. celebrity: Katje Couric
15. Worst team of the year: (The Detroit Lions award): Philadelphia Eagles. No T.o No. Mcnabb No Corey Simon= No playoffs.
17. Sh0w of the year: L-word/Despearte Housewives/Six Feet Under
18. The perosn I woud love to hurt: Dr. S
19. The person I would love to ?: besides Katie couric: Dana Jacobsen
20. Song of the year: Daughters: John Mayer
21. Love interest of teh year: Rebecca seward,
22. Hottness of teh Year: Teri Hatcher., Debra Messing
23. Person of the year; This was a really hard decsision I couldn't find a perosn this year worhty of the award. past winners include ellen, Katie couric, Stephen A. smith. but this years winner is...................................................Chuck Jones ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. IMore Cnn breaking news Chuck Jones wins his own award. But what exactly is the award where is it.

Well I ran out of rooooooooooooooooooom, no i just ran out of interesting stuff to write. And I still have 50 minutes for class to start. Well maybe until next year.....................3rd person: HE GONE!

year in review, 2006 top 5 goals, feeling awful, espn keeps going down and girlfriend smirlfriend.

Right now I feel awful, no not becuase of the way the New Orleans Saints played yesterday. (oooh that was brutal) I blame them for part of the reason that I'm sicki. I think it's the stomach flu but really not sure. This year wasn't much different than last year. But I think i lost more than I gain. I lost my two dogs and I lost a shot at possible love. (I know taht sounds corny but....) She knows who she is.... And I'm currently losing vision everyday. My right eye seems like it's been hit by a cloud and decided to stay there. Last year I didn't cry at all, but i occasionally found myself crying mutiple times this year. No not becasue I saw my first vagina up close and personal;I'll get to that in the minute. But yeah I cried after my mom threw away my doggies and when I laughed so hard at the jokes I told to myself regarding other people. the best ones we're the racist ones and when I compared girls to athletes. Example: (That bitch look like Roger Clemens after giving up a homerun). I think that's funny stuff. That's basically how I got by this year with the lack of social opportunties. By making jokes about other people, watching T.V and playing video games. This year though I've learned to be comfortable in my own skin. Despite what people say about my vision abnormality or what I like to call it the cosmettic factor. It's played a huge role iin my life and not for the good. my next appointment is in April, so i got about a good 3 and a half months. Friends to me don't matter anyway; people either accept me or they don't. If they can't look past it, that's fine with me. it's stilll gonna be there regardless Well during today's daily yahoo research I searched around for my boy Steve Berthiaume beacuse I haven't seen him on Sportscenter in almost a month. It turns out to eb that he's leaving Sportscenter to host soem sports show in New York. That killed me. The best anchor on Espn is leaving for some other gig. Espn will never be the same again. He was a riot on ESPN with his catchphrases such as "WICKED FAR" Kicksave and a Beauty I said a kicksave and a beauty. And who can forget the best one, the one sometimnes I styaed up all night to here twice maybe three times in a row. Those magic two letters . "EH". Everytime I heard it I would laugh so hard til tears came out of my eyes. I have no idea whyI though it was so funny. But it just was.I think Espn should put the show on their network. To many good anchors are leaving Sportscenter. Keith Russell, Danyelle Seargant now my boy Steve Berthiuame. I knew it was coming though, he was the most talented anchor on that show. I remember watching Steve Berthiaume and Neil Everett on Friday and Saturday nights and they we're spectacular. Now ity's a pretty much distant memory. in less than three weeks the year 2006 will be here. What will it bring? Hopefully money, good grades, vaginas, liitle doggies and little dissapointments; just a little room for error. I have lots of goals but I'll just name the most important. 1. Get a Job (since I'm going to have a lot of free time after school)! 2. Get my eyes fixed, (this is probably a long shot! 3.Buy a dog(so I can have that sense of friendship.) 4.Buy an MP3 player. and 5.... Get the hell out of here!. Yeah that's my main goal. A new change of scenery. Before I leave I want to talk about a certain thing that has benn plauging me for years. A lot of peole already know that I'm not the social juggernaut that most people seem to be. But I think that I have made substantial progress in years past. I think that communication clas has helped me tremendously. I remember when I was in high school I couldn't talk to the opposite sex at all I was like a statue with a 24-7 erection. But now it seems easy, I can talk to anybody, but now that my social consciousness is out of the way, something else has plagued me,. And yes I'm talking about my lazeyes. Their severely lazy without question. It's really frustrating, it's like you're a football player returning form a rehab knee, you feel great about yourself. Then one the first week in the league you tear your rotator cuff. Even though I'd rather have a broken shoulder than a lazyeye. Because having such an overwhelming vision discrepancy is frustrating. Then when people judge you, base on that alone it outs you in a cynical state of mind. But I've learned to deal with it the only way I can. People are always stressing out (especially around my house) about having a girlfriend. But i really don't see a lot of importance in that; okay it's good for one thing sex. I don't think a person like myself was ever menat to be in a relationship, I'm more of a person that likes do things solo. It'll be great to have one, I guess, but if it doesn't occur this year. I really don't care. All I'm looking for is sex anyway. But if it does happen that's fine. If it doesn't I'm not going to die. Of hornyigitis. (of the penis ofcourse), to tell you the truth if they gave me two options a yorkie or a girlfriend, I would pick the dog. seriously. I'm not the kind of person that likes to hold hands in the mall and sniff somebody's ass all day. I rather go solo. But if the opportunity comes up I'm open and so are her? (LOL). I think that wraps up my time here. In the memory of my boy Steve Berthiuame ( SAY HELLO TO MY LITTLE BLOG) (WICKED FAR!)

typical grade from an asshole teacher; looking foward to next semester and whatevere I can squeeze in....

So today I get my paper back, I was expecting a little higher grade than what I got. Even though in the pass I knew he graded too harshly. I was still expecting a better grade than what I got. (1.5) A 1.5; you got to be kidding me! I worked really hard on that paperand I got a 1.5 that to me was biggest slap in the face I've had all year. When I got the papert and looked at the grade steam came out of my ears. I was turning red. Wednesday is supposebly evaluation day and I sure hope he doesn't go down the list and ask people one by one what did theythink of the class, because I may just rip him to shreds. But I'm still leaving the class with a 2.0, which I guess is okay, but this grade is unjustifiable. No way I deserver the grade I got. He at least could have gave me a 2.0; which I would have been okay with. But no, he had to stoop to another low and give me A 1.5. wHAT AN ASSHOLE ! Well how about soemthign positive for a change; well after this week I got the whole month off of absolutely nothing to do. But I am a little sad beacause the days of seeing Rebecca are coming to a end. She wasn't here today, so this only leaves Wednesday and hopefully next Monday. I wrote about her alot over the past couple of months and for all good reasons. she's a really nice person taht easily gets overshadowed by her strikingly good looks, despite her only being 4 feet tall. Theirs really nothing else positive I can take out of this semester ecept for I'm getting 10 credits and a 4.0 in obviously the easiest Human Relations class ever. All you have to do is show up, write some journals and do two projects that were fairly easy. I just made it seem hard becuase I waited to the last minute to finish. Nothing else positive came from this semester, I didn't make any friends, i didn't improve my social life what so ever; but everything is cooooooooooooooooooool. Well I am looking foward to next semester 3 new classes to start the year and 1 that starts in March, that's the one I'm really looking foward to. Should be a blasts. The more interestting, the more I have to complain about in this blog of mine. a real loyal friend for the past two years...... That and my penis.