tired....................hating everything and everybody...going away...............anaylyzing the girl at the desk......

Well what brings me here is another sad sad episoide in the rollercoaster, up and down life of the kid, the myth, the loser...............................that is me.......................I got a little positive today..................my test might be the best one I took yet..............thank to some really small writing and 3 by 5 notecards............................ 2- 3 by 5 notecards I may add.................that really really help me out a lot..............................It will definitely be used on future tests...............My life right now is like a drug....................................when I'm broke I'm angry............when I get more money I'm cool.........................................Because I know it's the main and only stepping stone for me to get out of here...........................that and school................And right now thedecison is a no brainer get the hell out while I can................go to a school...............as far as away u can possibly get......................................escaping the ruckus and putrid air......................that I'm around right now.........................I'm just Tired................................of a lot of things..................if I was in teh same situation Lewonn was.in Master's degree......................in accounting.................I woulda been bounced up out of here..............................the only thing that will hold me back our my little brothers and sisters..........................................I'll miss them too much................it'll kill me..................................I just love them too much...................But as far as everybody else goes ...............theres the phone, mail, and email..................................I'm just tired of the same environment, the same routine...................that's the reason why I'm taking summer classes.....................leaving me 1 class away from escaping this, this, this...................................Hole. As much as I would hate to leave my all my small brothers and sisters............the only thing that brings joy and happiness to my life.............................

I guess I can finish my blog on a positive note......................all my blogs end on a positve note....................Remember............................

Right now I'm going to analyze the girl sitting at the desk...................I know this wrong of me and she'll probably run somewhere crying if she saw this..........................

Okay here we go................She's probably 28 yrs old.....................has a pet fish instead of a dog because she has allergies................goes home reads about a book every two days.............................goes on date twice every calendar year...........................But all in all she's not that bad looking of a girl.................besides those glasses............in which are as almost a sthick as mine...............................Tried to get contacts ................but not happen........... she owns
at least 1 vibrator..................................okay maybe 2..............................probably was a major major nerd in high school.............I couldn't even imagine......................But after saying all that she's not that bad looking of a girl........................I'll date her......................in fact, if I had the power I'll make her my girlfriend...........................................................................so it'll be two miserable people looking and humping each other.................................will have kids............................2 girls, 2 boys .....................2 with glaucoma...................................2 with amblyopia................................and tehy'll get teased highly in school........................just like there parents before them.............................................But at least they'll be way cooler at the time..............................Yeah she is a cute girl in a very sci-fi kind of way........................I bet you she takes good care of herself...............hasn't been knocked around too much.............I say about 2 to 3 partners..............yes this is including her vibrator.........................................(LOL) So I mean if she does get asked out she probably has a confused look on her face...........................the same look she had when she saw the last Stra -Wars movie...............................So harsh So harsh.............yes.................but all in all it's still better than mine...........................................