paid in two days;(not very excited) all the hott chicks taking? might of found girl candidate #3..I hate other people literally!

Well we begin today's post on not such a high note...............Yeah in two days it is payday, but yeah like so what.....It'll be nice to have some money for a liitle bit, it'll be even nicer if I could keep the whole thing. My Ps2 is as good as gone on Thursday. Taking it out of the house completely. Yeah $70.00 bucks is a great deal... afetr I put 170.00 on my 360............ pay gas, and two b-day gifts that'll steal leave me with $120.00 dollars.....Now you see why i'm not very happy................Really not looking foward to payday. 175.00 to 180.00 Yeah then I'll be happier, but no not 120.00 and it may be less? so hey a trip to the mall may not be in the cards this week. Next check most definetly..............It'll be lovely, especially if I can get that overtime, which was a no-brainer until I heard the news last night that the guy that I am supppose to be working for got canned! So first thing to do at work today is check to see what's up. 4-11...ain't half bad......................... But as far as getting paid Thursday eh.....................I'm thinking about saving $80.00 for that whole week and just keep $40.00...that is a option......I basically survivE that way when I had my last paycheck.............so..............As soon as today is over, you can just countdown the minutes til pay day............plus tomorrow is my day off. But I sort of wish it was the 18th today............Because that Thursday is when that fattttttttttttttttttt check comes in and I get myXbox 360 out and still have $200 holla dollas!!!!!! Well enough of talking about money............

Let's talk about the other thing that's getting to me...............As I've witnessed over the past couple of months is that people in the world stink!!! My social life has been oblivious since I've hit puberty...pothetic? well in a sense, yeah you can say that...............But to me it's seems like all the pretty ladies are spoken for, have kids, getting ready to have kids, or are just plain old uninteresting..............and flawed...........................I see hott chick pulling in Wal-Mart getting out their car with some doutche bag or pulling out some snotty nose nappy-head ass kid.. And when the chicks are hott, how come everytime I make a quick glance in their direction the asshole that tehir with have to hold them closer to them or hold their hands..............That to me is one of my hugest pet peeve...........You just got out of the car with the bitch, left the house with the bitch, why the fuck do you have to hold their hands.........You're that close their apart of you literally! I couldn't hold anybody's hand, except for kid or my little brother and sister to help them across the street. To me the shit is real gay. Yeah nicely said..........................But I'm struggling out here, Nicole failed me big time.....................Anybody that laughs at me once, it's over I can't even be your friend..................Rebecca is gone...............So I guess I've moved on to another I guess worthy candidate. Well she's in my psychology class..............and she's blonde, which doesn't always menas you're dumb.................But in her case, just by saying a few short words to her...............maybe the hypothesis does fit the conclusion...............(let's just put it that way)........All this time I've been in class with her, I still don't know her name......Will find out tomorrow, with other information....................that I can post on my blog............She's really not that good looking, she's just cute in a very obscure way.........................Her clothes are lacking a little bit....................any girl that where's sweatpants in public..................we have a serious problem.........................Some of the time she just looks lost.............and puzzled. so yeah I guess this is worth a shot..............but I'm still trying to figure out how to come across...................Speaking to her is simple.................just like her brain........(their I go again stereotyping, you would think watching the movie Crash last night(which sucked anyway) would have taught me something but no........................Could it be I just hate other people...........I mean look at me .......I don't have any close friends...................no girlfriend.................I talk about a lot of people..........Could be I'm just an A(meaning 1) Maybe I was meant to be by myself...................it could just be me my 28 cats and dogs and my 5 adopted kids...................But I guess I would like to get married and have kids of my own.................But hating other people is easy and funny................the jokes and antagonizing, just keep and keeps on coming...............Even though a lot of times I wish I had a best friend or a brother and/or a sister the same age as me...that acted the way I did, which is crazy and out of control....................you might not be able to see it but.................it's happening in my brain as we speak..........Well still a little time to waste, well a whopping hour and a half.....................But sorry it won't be spent writing more in this blog.....because I just frankly ran out of information and stuff to write............................But tomorrow or Thursday I'll have plenty to write......pending what happens Today at work or maybe even Tomorrow with the blonde............................