New Job, missing my best friend, buy my own liquor in three weeks, still no lady love.........

Well it's been a pretty unpredictable week, starting with that atrocious superbowl. And ending with me having a 3rd interview at Wal-Mart tomorrow. I was a little shocked when they call, but as of right now I feel indifferent about the whole situation. It may take a time to get use to. To the store, the people, and a the job itself. I've been job free for 30 months. I've still been doing pretty okay financially. Now with the money I have no use for I'll just deposit in my bank account. Well now I can finally plan that trip to Seattle. Los Angeles to visit the Ellen Degeneres Show or Jay Leno. I dount if Imake any friends or meet a nice girl there. Because of the obvious reason. The same reason that has plagued me for years. But I deal with it. Despite how frustrating it's been. Yesterday I went to the mall; and seeing all these couples and just people with platonic relationships. It basically showed me how alone I really am. Now with this new job and all, it should take up some of my time. So i guess that's another positive of going back to work. Should be fun. I'll write about it a lot as I get situated. Probably start Next Thursday or so......But this does give e the money to purchase any dog or dog(s) I wish. I've benn leaning towards a chihuaua, yorkie, pug, or french bulldog. but as of rigth now it's up in the air. In speaking of dogs. I miss Kaylop a lot, as well as Tuxedo. kaylop was my dog for about ten years. And I still cry when I think about him. I made a shirt in memory of him. I just hope he found a great home, I know Tuxedo has. That's what keeps me from killing myself, knowing that they both have found great homes. Hopefully together. which I doubt it because they hated each other. In speaking of hate. I finally pulled the plug on Philosophy class. gosh that class sucks. It had absolutely no positives. no hott chicks No hott teacher, No easy or interesting work. It was brutalllllllllll Then their we're three. that means I have to take 4 more before mott becomes yesterday news. The only positive that came out of Mott we're 5 things; Getting my associate's degree, Tuition checks, Buy Backs, Illegal buy backs and the number 1 thing was.................Rebecca. I miss her. I think if she was still around. we would've been had unprotected hot korean sex. And I would be an expecting father in November. Imagine me as a father! wOW. ThenI think my life would actually serve a purpose. Instead of being the token black guy. who you couldn't tell was a drug dealer, whose a nympho and has about four baby mommas Or the good ol virgin college boy, who hasn't seen or touched a boob in my 83 months since I hit puberty. But to me it's really never been about sex. in my honest opinion I think sex is disgusting, especially oral sex. What I really want is just a platonic relationship, when sex is an option not an obligation. But sex is what made me, and it's going to make my eight kids as well. My birthday is three weeks from Saturday. I just hope I don't have to work, but it's probably a strong possibilty i'll be in there. They'll probably take one look at me and say. "that nerd isn't doing anythng, schedule him to work" which is fine with me. The only thing cool about turning this age, is that I can finally Buy my own liquor. I think i'm going to buy 2 chihuauas. Yeah that's a perfect decision. Gonna name them Guiseppie and El Cabuayo.

Still no lady love though, my closest was Rebecca, as I wrote above and it maybe something in the near future, if I get my eyes worked on. how about 2 glass eyes. How sweet would that be. I say some scary shit.................. Girls in all my classes right now seem to be missing something. I'm skipping Math class alltogether, that has to eb the ugliest set of girls I've seen in a while.

Psychology class doesn't have that bad looking of a bunch of girls. But they all seem to be missing something. one girl I thought was hott, has an extra side of cold jaw on the right side of her face. The girl that sits two seats in front of me looks like Andrei Kirilienko when he's blocking a shot. The teacher Ms. Bock doesn't look a fourth bad. I surely would stick my Dictionary (Pocket Size) in her brief case. (lol) nice! But she does look like Colin Firth and that's wierd. I want to tell her that, but that would lead to a withdraw. And a"HE GONE" School is getting harder and I've looked at a lot of other options and nothing comes to mind. Stripper, Porn star, Rob a couple of banks(lol). Pray that I hit the lottery for 27 million dollars and tell everybody to kiss my ass. But I guess U have to do this thing. The school thing. It's the most honest thing I guess. Well I guess my time here is done. Til next time I'm Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooone!