$170.00 tattoo, new class, doing more work than what their paying me, working on my game,(should have sealed the deal Saturday....

Friday is the day of the tattoo, and I've decided that it's the right thing to do. $170.oo is a steep price, but I thik it'll look good, not as good as nicole but..................................That's hard for anybody to look that hott. Saturday was the day I should have sealed the deal. I went back and I saw her go towards the back and I saw a great opportunity to ask her out and/or ask her for her phone number. We we're walking and talking at the same time for about 4 minutes , conversation was I thought fantastic and fairly easy. But i couldn't seem to get those magic 5 words (can I call u sometime) or the other magic 5 (you wanna hang out sometime). I know she wanted me to ask, but I'm a coward, well i couldn't be too much of a coward if I was the one who approached her first. Well that part is behind me, now I must seal the deal................... But who knows what will happen on Thursday if she's there or the next time I see her...................I have to seal the deal and put all this frustration and thinking too much behind me................ so I must be smooth. she has to be their Saturday, that way I can show off my new tattoo, what girl can resist Tattoos? Right? I don't know though, it's up in the air....... But then theirs this other girl, that i have a interest in well sort of, she seems pretty nice..... I'm just keeeping my options open, since i'm looking, but that use to be it, now it's more verbal than it use to be.......... hopefully I develop the other skills....................If I start dating soon, my virginity should be gone by August at least.......... I'm glad today is my day off, I couldn't handle another day at work......It would be cool if we had reliable workers, then I wouldn't mind working everyday, The money is pretty good, so good that I don't know what to do with it. I'm so lucky, that I don't have any bills or any kids that I have to compensate for, my whole check is basically mine. I can go out and blow $170.00 for a tattoo without thinking twice. When my friends and c0-workers have friends and rent due and that'spmething that I don't even have to worry about.....Hopefully for a while.....chow chow folks