fucking up in english class, $5.00 in my pocket and what to do about Rebecca............my love

Who knew I would suck this bad in English class, first of all the assignment was horrendous, the worse research paper evvvvvvvver and I still wond up getting a C. Some junk I just pasted and glued together, my writing was minimum at best. My last paper I just got back got a freakin 1.0 oh no not good at all. Now I'm going to stay after an hour and wait for this jarhead, who don't let the voice fool ya is a pretty fucked up person for the grade he gave me, I think if it was a lady teacherI would have better grades on my papers, well except for Ms. Owens, whose is a bitch of a teacher. Now I must redeem myself and write a stellar paper on Wednesday. I'm talking at least a 3.5 to 4.0 range, if I want to get out of there with at least a C. Right now that's the same goal for my Econ class as well. Right now I still find myself in a good situation, luckily their are still 2 papers to write and two 4.0 look good right about now for my average, in which right now is a possibly....................not even a 2.0. i have to get at least a C in there in order for those credits to transfer. So Wednesday is a make it or break it day for me. maybe I should ask my friend Rebecca for tutoring, because how in the hell does she continue to do marvelous in each class, it's beyond me, maybe I'm just lazy, because I can write anything. 6 more weeks and it's over, it's possible that I'll never see rebecca again after English class, in which will be heart breaking for me, becuause I think the world of her and I always wonder does she know it, like am I giving off any clues that I find her attractive as well as smart, i know that she knows that I'm amaze by her brains but the other one she might not get. I know it's up to me to take a crack at this thing, despite me having the laziest eye in the history of earth, (Moveover T-Mac). But maybe she has saw passed taht and may accept me for the person I am, not the whole eye discrepancy. So far nobody has looked passed it, but me, I learned to live with it for the last 4 years. If she does look past it, this may be the start of something great for myself. It sure will give me more positive things to write about.