Wal-Mart, Wal-Mart, Wal-Mart. Nicole, Nicole, Nicole. On the peak of 21. (alcohol anyone).

Gotta new job At Wal-Mart and I couldn't be any happier. I love the job! Easiest money I've ever had. Even though I've only had four. I like the job. $7.25 an hour $7.65 in May. In speaking of may I'm gonna have 1300.00 in the bank a sof May 5th. Pretty good for a loser. I'd say. Headed to the mall in a couple of hours. Objective Shoes, Hat T-shirts. I say what the hell I could pull out a 100.00 bucks. Treat myself to some Ruby Tuesday's and hey today is tuesday. Yeah! After the semester I'm going to look for a new job. At least 24 hours a week, In the morning. I thought I had a lot to write, but I guess not. I'm fenna go home and catch my girl Ellen. I'm going to name my second daughter Ellen after Ellen Degeneres. Another great thing about working there are the pretty female co-workers. Especially Nicole (WOW)! She's perty. I met her on Saturday night. Despite seeing her a couple of days already. I didn't know who she was. Now I do and i like her. Let's see where this lands me. Hopefully I'll see her on Thursday. She's nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well Saturday is my birthday. Since my last Birthday nothing has really change as far as dating goes. Almost though. I felt a serious bond with Rebecca. (who is now attending a college in Detroit). I miss her........................................................ No plans for Saturday, except for after work I'll buy 2 bottles of expensive wine and drink it. And purchase the Lobster feast at Red Lobster. welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll time to go I'll hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

New Job, missing my best friend, buy my own liquor in three weeks, still no lady love.........

Well it's been a pretty unpredictable week, starting with that atrocious superbowl. And ending with me having a 3rd interview at Wal-Mart tomorrow. I was a little shocked when they call, but as of right now I feel indifferent about the whole situation. It may take a time to get use to. To the store, the people, and a the job itself. I've been job free for 30 months. I've still been doing pretty okay financially. Now with the money I have no use for I'll just deposit in my bank account. Well now I can finally plan that trip to Seattle. Los Angeles to visit the Ellen Degeneres Show or Jay Leno. I dount if Imake any friends or meet a nice girl there. Because of the obvious reason. The same reason that has plagued me for years. But I deal with it. Despite how frustrating it's been. Yesterday I went to the mall; and seeing all these couples and just people with platonic relationships. It basically showed me how alone I really am. Now with this new job and all, it should take up some of my time. So i guess that's another positive of going back to work. Should be fun. I'll write about it a lot as I get situated. Probably start Next Thursday or so......But this does give e the money to purchase any dog or dog(s) I wish. I've benn leaning towards a chihuaua, yorkie, pug, or french bulldog. but as of rigth now it's up in the air. In speaking of dogs. I miss Kaylop a lot, as well as Tuxedo. kaylop was my dog for about ten years. And I still cry when I think about him. I made a shirt in memory of him. I just hope he found a great home, I know Tuxedo has. That's what keeps me from killing myself, knowing that they both have found great homes. Hopefully together. which I doubt it because they hated each other. In speaking of hate. I finally pulled the plug on Philosophy class. gosh that class sucks. It had absolutely no positives. no hott chicks No hott teacher, No easy or interesting work. It was brutalllllllllll Then their we're three. that means I have to take 4 more before mott becomes yesterday news. The only positive that came out of Mott we're 5 things; Getting my associate's degree, Tuition checks, Buy Backs, Illegal buy backs and the number 1 thing was.................Rebecca. I miss her. I think if she was still around. we would've been had unprotected hot korean sex. And I would be an expecting father in November. Imagine me as a father! wOW. ThenI think my life would actually serve a purpose. Instead of being the token black guy. who you couldn't tell was a drug dealer, whose a nympho and has about four baby mommas Or the good ol virgin college boy, who hasn't seen or touched a boob in my 83 months since I hit puberty. But to me it's really never been about sex. in my honest opinion I think sex is disgusting, especially oral sex. What I really want is just a platonic relationship, when sex is an option not an obligation. But sex is what made me, and it's going to make my eight kids as well. My birthday is three weeks from Saturday. I just hope I don't have to work, but it's probably a strong possibilty i'll be in there. They'll probably take one look at me and say. "that nerd isn't doing anythng, schedule him to work" which is fine with me. The only thing cool about turning this age, is that I can finally Buy my own liquor. I think i'm going to buy 2 chihuauas. Yeah that's a perfect decision. Gonna name them Guiseppie and El Cabuayo.

Still no lady love though, my closest was Rebecca, as I wrote above and it maybe something in the near future, if I get my eyes worked on. how about 2 glass eyes. How sweet would that be. I say some scary shit.................. Girls in all my classes right now seem to be missing something. I'm skipping Math class alltogether, that has to eb the ugliest set of girls I've seen in a while.

Psychology class doesn't have that bad looking of a bunch of girls. But they all seem to be missing something. one girl I thought was hott, has an extra side of cold jaw on the right side of her face. The girl that sits two seats in front of me looks like Andrei Kirilienko when he's blocking a shot. The teacher Ms. Bock doesn't look a fourth bad. I surely would stick my Dictionary (Pocket Size) in her brief case. (lol) nice! But she does look like Colin Firth and that's wierd. I want to tell her that, but that would lead to a withdraw. And a"HE GONE" School is getting harder and I've looked at a lot of other options and nothing comes to mind. Stripper, Porn star, Rob a couple of banks(lol). Pray that I hit the lottery for 27 million dollars and tell everybody to kiss my ass. But I guess U have to do this thing. The school thing. It's the most honest thing I guess. Well I guess my time here is done. Til next time I'm Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooone!

the 1st time in history the referees win a superbowl. the soon tro be 21 year old virgin and is dropping a class wrong (ethics 101)missing Rebecca

Well last night I witnessed the worst officiating i'd ever seen. I The biggest game of the year and it seemed like the Seahawks we're playing two teams The Pittsburgh Steelers and the Pittsburgh referees. I admit I'm not a huge fan of either team. But c'mon that was the worst officiating or blatant cheating I'd ever seen! An abundance of key plays that cost Seattle their SuperBowl. None the steelers had anything to do with. It was themselves and the refs.Drop passes over and over again by Jeremy Stevens. A Bullshit Pass Interference call on D. Jackson The worst call of all that phatom holding call. That would have gave them the ball on the two now. After Seattle had seized momentum driving up and down the field. Hasslebeck picking them a part like they were a bunch of grapes. They had no answer for Shaun Alexander. Or Hasslebeck. After the penalty it wa sall down hill for Seattle. and oh yeah who can forget about that touchdown by Rothliseburger that weasn't a touchdown the ball was clearly did not break the plane. I cna understand missing 1 or maybe two calls. but c'mom when you miss 3 or 4 and constantly favoring the other team. you gotta say to yourself something is up. Seattle dominated that Football game, couple of fuck ups on defense by Seattle made the difference as well as the referees. who I think should be fired! That was the worst Superbowl ever. i know I've seen blowouts ove rthe past couple of years with the Ravens smashing the Giants and the Buccaneers killing the Raiders. But that officiating was putrid. Or it was blatant cheating. if i was the coach of the seahawks, I would have ripped the refs apart. But mike holmgren being a classy guy, that would have seemed out of character for him. SuperBowl XL Champs the Pittsburgh Officials.

Now to something else. Well no more ethics class. in the words of my boy Tony Reali, "HE GONE" That had to be the worst class in history of classes, it just took me a little bit of time to realize that. as soon as the words Zeus and Socrated come up anywhere. You know it's disaster in my case. But the good news I'm still getting all my cash back. for my dog which I've been lenaning towards a yorkie or pug or chihuaua. But that class had nothning going ofr it no hott chicks, no cool interesting stuff to talk about. it was pothetic.

In 3 weeks and 4 days I'll be the big 21 I'm officially and adult. In a related story i saw the 40 year old virgin on Saturday. The movie wasn't that great of a movie. But watching the movie I seen similar characteristics between me and the main character. A lot. but i don't think I'll be 40 years old when i do lose it. I putting it the time frame between a year and a year and a half. i think it's going to happen. if I just let myself go out one night and try to have a good time. I can't let the lazyeyes be a problem, although they have been in my social atmosphere. And it is almost never overlooked. But it's going to happen, not just right now. If that girl sitting across from is open to ti hey so am I. The sooner the better (lol) Well I guess that's all I have to write.

Well in my whole entire life I have never missed anybody; outside of my family.

But I have to say that I miss, I would say the only girl I really had strong feelings for. Rebecca.
I miss her dearly. Seeing her made me glow, I was happy. I wan't nervous I was so cool and relax. Shew made gong to that bitch ass dr. shafer class worth something. Those 4 months were the best 4 months in recent memory. it might have only been for an hour and a half a day. But it was a great 1 hour aand 25 minutes. Now she's gone. And I feel inadequate. going ito a bunch of classrooms with a bunch of ignorant folks and ugly bitches. I haven't seen girls this ugly since the last time i went to shemuscle.com. well i guess My time is done here. i'm goooooooooooooooooooooooooooone.