somebody has a crush...........if that other person finds out she'll be crushed.............

Well Salna has a crush............and it's me...............i don't know how it started but it's here and it's no hiding it..............I wanna kiss her and grab on her double D's................I think she's cute and cuddly.........her roomate/the girl that likes me wouldn't like that very much.....but I have to do what I have to do................I like her..................that's just the way it is..............i think i'm going to tell her on Monday..........................which will spread like fire..........................but I'm horny and I need love from somewhere and I wanna grab those things which are giganto in sweatshirts...................so u know................wassup so I don't know..................I think she's attractive and that's it...........she's grilfriend material................uhhhhhhhhhhhhh I think so.....................

wasn't worth the trouble; fill in the blank................. Well I don't know where I went wrong with this one Looks of a winner, Heart of a Champion still somebody else won Sh*t I don't know what to say Damn I wish I knew the person that was trying to hook me up with her was ? But it has more to do with it than tha tCould it be, because I'm ? Ha Ha Ha...................Very true You would try to deny it wouldn't youYou've done it before I guess you think I just saw you as some skank or ? Sorry for the all the animosity Just writing on what could be? But it's probably too late............. Besdies I'm taking your mom out on a date........................

not over the not so obvious............lonely.........summer of savings.........why did I puchase a cellphone in the 1st place.....horny bank woman...

Why do I feel there's something that isn't right with this situation.............I know I'm crazy for not getting over her,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,but I just can't seem to get over it even though it's been twice i've got a rejection......no actually a rejection and a maybe,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,which still leaves some room for the possible.......................Why? Why do i continue to go after something that I'll probably never get my hands on............it's like you do everything you can............complete such and such obstacle courses.......but still no dice..................Yeah I'm talking about Karissa..............Well I guess you can say at this point it's love...................................It was from liking her....................liking her alot.........................liking her so so so much that you basically have to find an excuse to go up to the service desk just to see her...........I don't think I've felt this way about any girl................and I respect her choice..............by not giving me a chance........................x2..............................I look too much like a thug...............which is not even close to being to true.............i love rap................but as far as doing what they say in songs................no way........................But she said she would................if she could.............and I totally believe her......................her parents would not approve of me at all................i'm tall............hairy.........................and.....................BLACK!!!! She's Christian, She's White.......and ohhhhhhhhhh did I mention she's WHITE!!!!!! So that leaves me in a lose, lose, lose situation...................But the mixed siganls she gives off.............our pretty much still keeping teh window of opportunity open................the way she looks at me and the way she does things jusy gives me the sense that there's something is there.............If she just say the word..........................I'll be all over her...............just like she knows...................and she uses that as some sort of confdence builder......from her already ever growing big head....................................due to my pursuit of her and other guys in the store pursuit of her,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,especially mine..........she uses that as extra confidence booster............she knows she could say the word................and I'll basically her hand puppet...............rather we're doing stuff or not............................she's probably says to herself...............well I could have this nigga eating out of my hands.................and she could.................If i had her I would be happier than I am now.............................which is not very happy.......................I've been down this road before..........................and I get this way when I'm broke, lonely, or both.................Like right now I'm both....................$1,000 or her......................hmmmmmmmmmmmm I would pick her.................I (corny love moment.........................brought to you by Wal-Mart.............) just want to kiss her and tell her how I really feel................I'm not the person that talks to a million girls at once.............One is good for me....................But I can't even seem to find that............the girls that like me..................I really don't like back...........and going out with them will only be a waist of me and her time...................The ones I do like seem to be to reluctant to talk to me.......................Karissa...................anyone? Friendship?

I haven't had a real friendship with a normal person outside of school since.................I guess I could say middle school........................Yeah long time...............that's probably part of the reason for my unhappiness.............I've turned to my sisters and brothers to fill that friendship void that I definitely need........................but after my sophomore year in highschool......i just stop trusting people.............................and was reluctant to make friends.................because the whole world is two-faced.....................that why I turned to my animals for social support..........my $600 investment my Boxer "JACK" who I love to death.................right now I wouldn't give him up for $3,000. I mean I say I would but I be b*llshitting.....................I like dogs and kids more than I like people my own age..................the only thing they do is talk about each other.........so tehy can look good in front of the person there trying to impress and it's like a web.....................that person is probably talking about that person to try to impress that person...............so..........................................................................So I ask myself............why did ....................why did I .............buy a cellphone in the 1st place..............if only dogs and children could hold intellectual conversations......................Well this is the summer of savings...............The money that I spend will be slim to none..........................and my bank card will be obselete......................building up somethign that looked so lovely in month's past......but by next month it's back hopefully...........................unless Karissa takes me upon my offer and will go anywhere she pleases....................I don't know why I like her so much..............or what I really see in her.................in school................she would just be a regular uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh geekif u will or on the drama club........................I guess I see the whole package in her...............brains as well as her beauty.......................which is there...........and I've taken notice for the last three months.......................Before I sign off............there's somehting that I talk about.............all my post end on a positve note...............and this one is no exception...................................I've watched and seen the way that "Joelle" the bank woman has paid a little too much attention to me...........and everytime I look into her eyes,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,it's like she saying the same thing I'm saying "I wanna f*ck." I know maybe my mind is in the gutter with this one..................but I think i'm right.............she's a very attractive woman..........................very thick in the right areas.........her hips, thighs, and gluteous.................maximus............it looks like she's ready for a withdrawal........but where though...............I wonder....................I'm getting a little excited thinkng about it..............................I bang!!! in a heartbeat..................I have better conversations with people way older than myself than people my own age.................I think that has a lot to do with me being a step ahead of my maturity level................depsite my almost 99% childish behavior.........i could shape up and act like a mature person........................................oh who the f*ck am I kidding..........................................