communciation class, Predcited the unthinkable

Just got out of Communication class 1 whole hour and 30 minutes early, now I'm here just a sitting an typing away, i just bought an English book that I plan on taking back in like 30 minutes. My excuse bought the wrong book and lost the reciept. Communcations was a bore an i found myself in the corner of the class not communicating but continously looking in the ground or out the window. That class seems pretty easy, because no papers but, I'd rather do a paper than to due a speech. Yesterday I was walking to the store and my little brother made a compliment about my eyes and how bad and screwed up they are and I told him maybe I'll find a girl that was crosseyed and will fall into carzy mad love. And peep this their is a girl in my communcations that is crosseyed and asian, but she kinds of favors my cat Tony. But she still is relatively cute. i know it seems like I'm jumping the gun but this is still kind of crazy and ironic. So now what do I do I got 2 hours and 30 minutes of nothing to do whatsoever, but in 30 minutes this book is history no more English. No more English. Hopefully I'll have enough to buy Nascar and my mom a Mothers day gift in which I'll by from Mott, because I do owe them that much. So yeah their you have it. Next class is Human Relations, nervous nervous nervous I hope that class gets out early as well. I predicted right in Communications class theirs 16 girls out of 22 students, then their's the Asian eh... but she's cute though hopefully I get a chance to talk to her maybe during break tuesday or Thursday, One of her eyes will be staring down Lapeer Road and one of mine will be staring down Court street. So yeah that's that I guess. Now on a lower note, a couple of week ago I wrote a post on how I was beginning to feel a little distance between my family and I and I do even more now feel at a distance. I don't know what it is but times a changing and I really don't want to be there anymore, I know that's a little harsh to say but it's true. Being away from home is the most fufilling thing in the world, only if it was farther away will the fufilling be at a overwhelming high. I don't know why I feel this way, I guess i'm ready to move on with my life, and be different than my sister's have been, depending on them at such an age. Hopefully I'll keep my grades up and get into university of Eastern Michigan or Central Michigan or Michigan State, either one doesn't matter as long as I'm happy. That's all that matters. I just want to get away from all the negativity an dthe baggage that comes with it, it's sad but true. Even now that I'm out of highschool which was a nightmare, I don't see any change in my perception of things, and maybe it's time for a environemtal change, because I've been stuck in the same basement for 4 years, with the same gray walls. I think it's time to see the sunshine. ~Chuck~