good grade on quiz ,bad grade with the ladies, this just..... in the libarian is hott, and trojan condoms are teasing me, more thoughts to chuck with

Just got out of Sociology class, I think I might have pulled off my best grade on a test in that class, which is basically a D-. That class sucks, it's bad enough the work is boring, but then you blend it in with a bunch of a$$holes who talk out of thier head, and always saying something irrelevant to the class, and throwing in a 90 second life story in as well. It'll get to you. Like it has to me and as soon as that check arrives in the mail, "pens and needles nice to know you goodbye" The chorus from the Incubus album Morning View. In speaking of view, the skirts and halter tops we're out today. Struggling as always with the oppsite sex, it's a joy to look at, but a horror to get any conversation going. I've caught dead in my trap so may times like a deer in headlights, yeah I'm that awful. I don't know why I find this to be so difficult, it's a mystery to me, maybe I should ask for advice, maybe I'll ask mom, I don't like to bother dad because, I more comfortable asking mom those questions, I'm embarassed to say the least, but somethings gotta give. It's either now or it's going to be another spring or summer like the last 4 or 5. but I've grown accustom to it. I think i put off task that I think are hard and just do the easy ones, to cover up what I can't do. That was well said, I think... Well i probably can but, i just feel that it's going to be a rough.... if i had to give myself a grade on how I do with the ladies it's definelty a Incomplete, because I haven't done any work on the paper. this just in... The Librarian is hott, I don't know call me wierd , but I think she is, she has a great sense of humor and she has a smoking body to be 56 years old, her measurements have to be a 32-26-40. Her ass is pretty big, plus she wears glasses and that's hott in itself. I flirt with her sometime, I find it easier to flirt with people years past my age. I know she knows I'm crushing on her, because everyday i come in here she smiles at me, not that have a good day smile, that ooh la la smile(lol). And she always says goodbye when I leave. Maybe I'm being a little to complex, but hey. Well anyway yesterday I was walking home from school and I saw a condom wrapper, okay yeah that's cool, people we're tht horny , they couldn't wait to get in the house. Then a couple of blocks later I saw another wrapper, coincidence? I just brush it off and kept walking, but then I saw another one, the same color wrapper and everything (purple). Maybe it's a sign of something. maybe their teasing me because I'm a virgin and, their probably saying nananananananana you're never going to get none. Or maybe their saying this is the year, that chuck comes out of his shell, well out of his pants for that matter. Well if that comes anytime soon, it sure will lead to a great post on my blog.. Thought to chuck with today is....Lapdances are for people who like to be teased....