Individual Studies my ass, The Misonception of Chuck and more thoughts to chuck with......

So yeah, I went to the Class the Individual Studies class, and there we're like I'd say 12 people in there, Ofcourse being the Little P*ssy I am I bagged back and went the other way, but I'm going to go at about 2:15. I already got the lie in place. I didn't think nobody was going to be in there, but it was a couple of hotties in there, this one chick looked like Scarlett Johanssen (oooh nice) Then i saw this one fat chick who looked like she ate every individual and their studies in that class, Then I saw this other chick she wasn't so hott she looked like Sinead O'connor (eh...) in her prime. But I will go back I promised to myself. Well so much for the english book, they wouldn't take it back Sonsofb*tches. But it is pretty jacked up and I can see why. But I'll give to a hott chick whose looking to purchase one for the simple cost of a Bl*w Job.(lol) or that new sandwhich at Burger King the Tendy Crisp Chicken Cheddar ranch, which looks pretty good, the girls swinging the teeder totter pretty much sold me though, and that song should win a grammy, it's that awesome, it's good to see Hootie try to make a comeback. But whatever happen to his partner (eh...) Now for the whole purpose of this post is the misconception of me. I here this almost everyday Chuck, why don't you have a girlfriend, chuck why don't you have any friends, Chuck why are you so hottt. And the only answer I can give is I don't know. I think is a combination of many things. Being shy, being judgemental, Self Centered, and the Lazy Eye. So all 4 of those will give you the reason. Since their is only 4 of them it averages out evenly 25,25,25, and 25. Which adds up to 100%. But my brain is divided up into 3 parts . Electronic Devices (tv, video games, computer, etc.) 25% Animals 15% Girls 40% and then sports, which is teh last 20%. A lot of people don't think I'm that interested in girls, but I'm just as horny as the next guy. Just because I don't show it, doesn't mean it's not there. Because their other things in life to that excite me like The Today Show with Katie couric, oooh her voice gets me aroused. Which is something I'm going to talk to my urologist about. And animals I love animals they just make me smile and so do kids, I think Kids are the most fascinating people on earth, you can learn a lot from kids. Some people are mjust ignorant and stupid enough, to think I'm gay. I'm not Gay. I just have trouble meeting people. Just because I like to shop and watch Chick shows doesn't mean a thing. Yeah I am 20 years young and I've never been kissed, but it's just not that easy for me as it is other guys to go up to the ladies and spit my mad game or whatever the hell you wanna call it. I'm afraid to walk in the classroom full of people, that's why I make sure I get to class 20 minutes early everyday. I suffer from Anxiety, but people don't know that. They just assume that I'm crazy, You know when you assume you make an ass out of u and me. I am crazy, but in a good way I can control my craziness unlike my idol Billy Joe. Also when people treat you like crap for four years (highschool). you're going to be reluctant to make friends, you don't want to trust anybody anymore. The whole girl thing started when I was in ninth grade, i had a crush on this girl and she humiliated me, I want get intoi details but yeah, everysince then I've been traumatized. But It's improving everyday. I still look at girls and do a double or triple look if their super hott. But nothing verbal. The other misconception of me is that people think I'm a freak, I know they do, I see the what goes on, I can't help it my left eye is straight and my right eye looks like it's sleeping. I think that's the most painful one, that's how other misconceptions get started. What makes it even worse I can't control it. Now on a lighter note before I get the hell out of here. Here's the thought to Chuck with. You are your own Best Friend F*ck everybody else and their moms too.... ~Chuck~